WHY NOT [smiLe]?? and then bLah bLah.. =)

Last week i asked a friend this question:
"WHY WON'T YOU SMILE IF YOU FEEL LIKE SMILING??"
and after that, i asked ME this:
WHY WON'T I, IF I FEEL LIKE IT??

then she seemed Like she stiLL wanted to argue.
but in the end, I WON. haha. =P
she just agreed. I WAS RIGHT, anyway. =)

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you know what??
right now I'M HAVING A REALLY BAD HEADACHE again.
[but i can stiLL smiLe.] =)
i aLs0 had this Last week.
i'm n0t sure what exact day. and h0w 0ften.
i dunn0. maybe it's c0z 0f the LACK OF SLEEP f0r the past 5days 0r m0re..
and maybe the "n0t-eating-at-the-right-time" t0o. =(
i swear, s0metimes I FORGET/DO NOT NOTICE THE TIME.
and when i remember it, IT'S TOO LATE. =(
THIS IS SUICIDE again. *sigh*
you see, I CAN'T ALWAYS CONTROL THINGS.
as much as i wanna stick with EATING AT THE RIGHT TIME,
or EATING WHEN MY STOMACH TELLS ME THAT SHE'S GONNA BE DYING SOON,
I JUST CAN'T. n0t aLways.

speciaLLy during HOSPITAL DUTIES/CLASSES that require me to:
~~wake up when the rest 0f the w0rLd is stiLL sLeeping.
~~g0 h0me when my famiLy have aLready eaten their supper TOGETHER
and s0me 0f them are even sLeeping aLready when i arrive. =(

i kn0w these things happen t0 a Lot 0f pe0pLe everywhere.
n0t 0nLy t0 nursing students Like me, 0f c0urse.
and i d0n't need t0 menti0n the caLL center agents, right?? [hi, aian. haha. =P]
and I'M N0T C0MPLAINING. I'M JUST TELLING WHAT I FEEL. =)

0k. i'LL end this with that.
y0u want me t0 give y0u reas0ns why??
here:
~~i ran 0ut 0f ink and i've g0t t0ns 0f requirements t0 print.
~~s0 i g0tta g0 t0 0ne 0f the nearest c0mputer sh0ps ar0und.
~~and it's raining.
~~and my br0ther t0ok the m0t0rcycLe.
~~and i d0n't wanna waLk.
~~it's n0t that near. [but i'm n0t Lying that it's 0ne 0f the nearest.]
~~s0 i'm g0nna text him n0w this:
GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE NOW!! I NEED THAT MOTORCYCLE!! =)
[i'm n0t rude, am i??] ;P

g0odnight. sweet dreams.
it's the Last week 0f suicide. =)


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